Best damn thing.
For whatever we are or whatever we will become, I’m just so damn grateful that you’re in my life once again. I guess when it actually comes down to it, you’re the one that I ever truly wanted. During the past years, I put up a convincing front that I was well off without you. As a matter of fact, I recall telling everyone that I hated you. Lying to everyone else eventually caused me to lie to myself as well. We dated other people during sometime last year, but to be compltely honest, my heart was never fully into the relationship that came after you. I suppose you still had a part of me that I wanted back, but I was too afraid to admit it because of the fact that we were done and over with. They say time heals all wounds, but the wound that you left me never completely recovered. Continuously running back and forth to one another didn’t help much with my recovery either, but I was never able to let go of you or give up. As fed up as I was, you were the only one that brought out the worst in me but was also able to bring out the best. You took my emotions onto a whole different level that I didn’t know was possible, but damn do I love the feeling. No one knows anything we’ve been through or our story, yet they claim to know about us. As stubborn as I am and foolish as people think I am for attempting to run back to my past, this feels right. I have never been so certain of anything in my life and my heart is set on it. As hard-headed as you are and no matter how many times you fuck up, I know you well. Good intentions with bad habits. I suppose what you we really need right now is time to grow up. I don’t expect anything for you or from us at the moment, but maybe when we’re older - perhaps 5 years from now and a lot more mature, we could finally get our head straight and settle our unfinished business. For the time being, I’ll appreciate everything I have right now and continue investing effort. You are by far the best damn thing about me.
