Calm…
hm. well, I don’t have much to blog about tonight but there’s a couple thing’s I’d like to let out.
- I do NOT like you. Don’t try to be on good terms with me or attempt to be fake either. I have no problem causing trouble with you and it won’t bother me to make the first move. If you’re big and bad as you claim to be, then don’t hesitate to show me.
- It’s like this. I don’t see you as a person, let alone a friend. I refuse to view you as anyone in my past because I obviously erased every detail of us and what we had. As a matter of fact, what we “had” was nothing and a front. Nothing between us was real and I’d be lying if I told everyone that I didn’t hate you. Trust of the matter is, I hate your guts and I will hold a grudge towards you for as long as I live. You’re like…a waste of space. I’m cruel and disrespectful towards you, but it doesn’t make me feel bad at the slightest.
- You got a lot of nerve to be that rude. You should be damn appreciative of all that I have done for you and it was out of my own will. I’ve seen another side of you that I never knew exsisted, but I won’t continuously keep trying to connect you on a deeper level if you’re not willing to invest in the same amount of effort. Girl, manners manners manners
- It was never easy to give my heart out to you. Being the first and only guy I ever tolerated, I always assumed that one day, somewhere along the road, you would come to realization that my efforts and dedication was genuine and what you needed all along. For the past years, we always had the worst luck with timing but lucky for me, I grew up and learned a lot about relationships. We’re at it again, but like usual - our timing is just not right. As difficult as it is for me to cope with the sitatuation that we’re put in as of this moment, I’ll fight for what I feel is right. I hope you’ll be the one that’s able to see me at my worst, and at my best. We said alot of things to each other for the last few weeks. I meant every single word that was spoken out of my mouth, and I’m hoping the same goes for you. By all means, do what you gotta do and take all the time in the world. We have a long road ahead of us, there’s no need to rush. Nothing great every came that easy anyway. In time, we’ll know.
